right now, i’m watching a movie, but i’ve had these thoughts bugging me for like an hour. damn, i can’t focus on the subtitles and keep drifting off into my own head. so, i’m just gonna finish this annoying distraction by writing it down here, kinda like transferring it out of my brain storage, you know? the movie’s about finding yourself, and there’s this scene where they talk about the biggest thing you want to do in life before you kick the bucket. alright, i’ll join in.
so, i’m suuuuuper into fashion, especially streetwear that’s bold and shows off a strong personality, like bright hair colors, rings on every finger, stacked bracelets, piercings on the face, and tattoos with stories behind them. i’m all about that kind of style. when it comes to clothes, i’d probably pick whatever looks different but still keeps my own vibe, maybe mixing clashing colors or picking out unique patterns. i feel like i have this 90s throwback vibe in every outfit i wear. and fun fact: 95% of the clothes i wear are from thrift shops in the last couple of years only 5% are brand new. the main reason? i love unique stuff that no one else has. i think the clothes i find while thrifting are one of a kind, and most of them have that old-school, slightly worn-out vibe that i dig.
anyway, back to what i was saying earlier about the biggest thing i want to do before i die. i was born into a very religious family with strict rules, and yeah, that’s a good thing, but it kinda held me back from being who i really want to be. this isn’t some rebellious rant or anything, i just need to let out what i’ve been keeping inside. so, the biggest thing i want to do is dress however i want. dye my hair bright colors, get some piercings on my face, maybe like my lip, eyebrows, nostrils, whatever. i also want some tattoos on my arms, neck, shoulders, and chest.
i want to travel around rocking the outfits i've always dreamed of, like mixing clothes to look wild and full of character. but I know deep down, that dream probably won’t happen, and to make it come true, i think i’d like to go to japan, dress however i want, and not have to worry about weird stares from people or my parents yelling at me. just me, enjoying fashion, being myself for a few days, checking out coffee shops, observing the fashion of strangers passing by, and giving them props for how awesome they look. and then, of course, looking at myself in the mirror, feeling fly. that’s my simple wish that might be a little hard to achieve, but i’ll try my best.
living in a place where fashion’s still not super open-minded honestly sucks. so, for anyone out there who has the chance to express yourself, who has the freedom to do whatever you want, yooo im begging u pls just do it. make it happen and make yourself happy. as long as you’re not hurting anyone, be free. i’ll be cheering for you. oh btw i wanna post some cute pics here to show u guys about my faves picture of me wearing my precious selected outfits but i have some reasons to keep it private so... im so sorry
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